my not eating is usually a result of inner turmoil. when i am really really sad i can stuff my pie hole, but if that sadness is coupled with calamity than food is the last thing on my mind. starving is and always will be a control thing for me and over eating is a loss of control. i have found balance, but its hard to maintain. i know deep down that i like being smaller than i should be. clothes look better, but in the end i will always find faults so why be sickly and gross and discontent when i can be healthy and glowing and discontent?! hahaha.
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timeasmymeasure
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Date: 2008-01-25 10:47 pm (UTC)